Backstabbed

Hey. Hi. Hello. Good day...
I hate that feeling you get when you feel like you trust someone so much.... You just gave them the power to hurt you the most. But what's worse is when they actually use that power - that special power you gave them - and hurt you.

A couple of weeks ago, a friend of mine sent me a link to his blog. When I received it, I had been on my phone and vowed to check later. Shit went down - yeah, I said shit. Deal with it - and I guess I just forgot about it. I was in my Facebook inbox, sending him something and I saw it. As I've been trying to find ways to distract myself all day, I clicked. No harm there, right? Wrong. His entire blog... It's like one big fat insult to yours truly. I am so HURT by this...this piece of writing... Now, don't get me wrong, he's a brilliant writer. But... ouch.

So of course, how did I chose to respond to this? Obviously, it wasn't in a mature way. I expressed the emotion I was feeling and then started ignoring his texts/BBMs. Real mature, right? I don't know how to deal...

I feel like he just shattered my heart into a million pieces...

Peace&Love