Trick-Or-Treat?

Halloween, a day where kids get all dressed up and go house to house collecting candy--the only time taking candy from strangers is acceptable. Halloween is the second most popular holiday, right after Christmas. Although this is a holiday is adored by all, it wasn't always like this.

Halloween used to be called "All Hallows Eve" that dates back to over 2000 years ago and was originally a pagan holiday to celebrate the dead. All Hallows Eve was the eve of All Saints Day, and was for Christians to convert pagans. Halloween can be traced back to the Druids, a Celtic culture in Ireland, Britain and Northern Europe. It was during the feast of Samhain, which is held annually on October 31st to honor the dead. 

Samhain means "summers end" or November. It was a festival with huge bonfires, marking the end of the Celtic calendar and the beginning of a new year. The Celts believed that spirits lived on, but not all were good. So they left out treats and gifts, to ensure the growth of crops the following year. This is here trick-or-treating came from.

This stemmed several creepy stories, such as the Clown Statue. A young couple had a Halloween party to attend and called Maria to babysit their 8 month old. At around 10:30, the baby fell asleep, so Maria tucked in the baby and went to watch TV upstairs in the parents' bedroom, where they had a plasma TV. She saw in the corner of the room a life sized clown statue that sort of creeped her out, so she put a sheet over it. Feeling somewhat reasured, she went back to the TV. The phone rang downstairs, and all she heard was heavy breathing. At first she thought it was her friends being idiots, so when it rang again she told them to cut it out, but instead of her friends' laughter, she heard a male voice say "I'm closer than you think." Feeling a little freaked, she hung up. She heard a "thump" and started panicking. When the phone rang a third time, she asked the person to leave her alone, to which the stranger answered sarcastically "Hey, I'm warning the police." Terrified, she ran back upstairs, and heard the loudest THUMP. She was about to check on the baby, when SLASH! The clown chopped her head off. The neighbours heard the screams and called the cops. When they got there, they found nothing. All the doors had been thrown open except for one: to the master bedroom. They found a girl without a head and a strangled baby stuffed in the closet. By the window was a chair with the girls head, a butcher knife and a note that said "I warned you guys, didn't I? Signed, Prisoner."

Creepy? Yeah. http://www.halloween-website.com/emily_rose.htm That is a real story. The story of Emily Rose. It is a true story, and is not in any way fake. They also made a movie, based on this story called "The Exorcism of Emily Rose". 

Happy All Hallows Eve everyone....

Perfectly Imperfect

"I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place & I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy & sometimes I have a broken heart. My friends & I sometimes fight & maybe some days nothing goes right. But when I think about it & take a step back, I remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe, just maybe, I like being unperfect..." 
-Anonymous


Lately I've felt like I have to be perfect or something. Hair placed properly, never making a mistake, perfect life. But honestly? Who cares? Nobody really is, and I don't think anyone really IS perfect. What IS "perfect"? 


I fight a lot with my friends, some more than others, my hair is an untameable the vast majority of the time, I am the clumsiest person I know. I can trip on anything from a tiny little rock to a flat surface. You name it, and I've probably tripped on it. I always seem to find stains on my clothes from my meals, and half the time I feel like NOTHING is going right. I have so much energy that I can hardly ever sit still, I talk way too much and people sometimes have to tell me to shush. I bounce around and love saying hello to strangers. Cause maybe they feel sad and just getting a happy hello from someone will make them feel better, even though my friends think that it's odd that I do that. I am extremely blunt in my opinion and a lot of the time, I should probably think before I speak, but I don't and I sometimes hurt the people I love un-intentionally because of my big mouth. But you know what?


Despite all my faults, I am surrounded by people who love me, people who care about me. Sure, I've had my heart broken and it's still healing. I have a lot of trouble trusting people because of what I've been through in my life. I've been hurt and kicked when I was down. I tend to think that it's my fault, even when it isn't, not even close. But if people are still there for me no matter what, so I must be doing SOMETHING right, right? 


I like to think of myself as "perfectly imperfect", sort of imperfect, but in just the right ways. Most people accept me for who I am. 


"The people that care, don't matter and the people that matter, don't care."


Peace&Love
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Cyber Bully?

So as you may have noticed, I don't have a quote today but I have something I'd really like to talk about.

Yesterday some kid at school decided it would be cool to make this Facebook event. Basically, they want all grads to freeze (as in, stop moving) at the first bell "for fun". Now, I thought it was kind of cool and funny. I mean, ALL 300 of us freezing? It was a pretty funny idea. Unfortunately, a friend of mine didn't really like the idea and thought it was pretty stupid. Now, I love him like a brother, but he was pretty stupid in commenting his opinion ON THE EVENT. Clearly his opinion would stir up trouble right?

After a day of his comment fermenting for about a day, people start commenting. I sort of predicted the hate mail. But right now, there are 48 comments on it. 98% of those comments are swearing at him, insulting him and people being complete jerks. This actually really bothers me. He's a pretty good friend of mine, so being a good friend, I stuck up for him. Guess what happened? All the hate turned to ME for defending him. Surprise, surprise. For a while there they even thought he wasn't a "real person" so they decided that it made it okay for them to completely bash this person. Eventually they realized that they in fact DO know him, and sort of apologized.

So let me ask you this, if you "don't know" the person, does that make it OKAY to say hurtful things? In my books, it doesn't, but clearly for them, it's OKAY. Well you know what? It is never, ever okay to be mean to someone. I'm sorry but I know he was a bit out of line saying what he said, but that DOES NOT make what they did okay. They just all ganged up on him because his opinion wasn't the same as theirs. Which, in my books, is so not okay. People shouldn't spend their wednesday nights ganging up on other people and being mean. Half these people probably have homework to do, or some form of catching up because they are all failing at school. But instead what do they do? They all gang up on this one guy.

I'm very certain that if he would have said it out loud to peoples faces, they wouldn't be able to say HALF the things that they said. It's like the internet, facebook and cellphones make it easier to put each other down. Facebook used to be somewhere to keep your friends updated on what you're doing and putting funny pics up of you and your friends. Now? It's just a bunch of people insulting each other because they happen to have different opinions.

God I hate high school....


Peace&Love

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Ignorance is BLiss, But Knowledge is Power

"Dance like no one is watching, love like you'll never be hurt, sing like no one is listening, and live like it's heaven on earth."- William Purkey

This right here is probably my favorite quote. I find that it really represents ME. I love this quote with all my heart and I can’t even explain WHY.

So I decided to use this quote today because I am suffering from an injury to the hip which has incapacitated my ability to dance. Don’t worry, it’s nothing too serious (I hope) I haven’t seen a doctor—yet—but I will soon. In the mean time, I’ve decided it would be best to put my dancing on hold, no matter how hard it is.

I think what this quote is trying to say is don’t sweat the small stuff, don’t let what other people think affect you and to just LIVE. Obviously in high school there will be the drama and the jerks and the people that can’t stand you and the people that find it thoroughly amusing to harass and annoy you. But you know what? Who cares? Who CARES what they think? You shouldn’t let their opinions affect you because they don’t matter. Not to you.

On the first day of school my journalism teacher told us that a meteor was heading for the United States and it was HUGE. We had about two more weeks to live. When we all started to panic, he told us, it was not true. He then told us this quote: “Ignorance Is Bliss, But Knowledge Is Power.” Then he asked us to write down whether we would have wanted to know (Knowledge is Power) or if we would have rather stayed oblivious the news (Ignorance Is Bliss) and to say why. I think it’s good to just live in the moment, not worrying about what’s coming next.

Dance like no one is watching: dance like you don’t care what other people think.

Love like you’ll never be hurt: go into relationships not caring about what has happened in the past.

Sing like nobody is listening: sing like you don’t care what others think. Say what you want because your opinion MATTERS.

Live like it’s heaven on earth: live like there are no problems in our world.

Once again, yours truly has managed to make NO SENSE AT ALL.

Peace&Love

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Punishment.

"If you can disparage someone behind their back, be prepared to say it to their face."
-Huntley Addie


Disparage: to lower in esteem; discredit. Synonyms: depreciate, discredit. 


I'm writing about this subject in particular because I have been "disparaged" a lot behind my back by people that don't actually have the courage to say it to my face. It's like they can say it to all their friends, laugh and giggle about it, yet when confronted, they can't say it. This actually REALLY bothers me. I'm sorry but if you can talk about me to your friend, then you better be ready to say it to my face. 


Thanks to technology (i.e. facebook, text messaging, emails, etc.) people no longer have the social skills to communicate face to face. Guess what happens then!? They can't express their opinions to people. Have you ever noticed how people are all tough and cool in texts and don't have a problem insulting you but the SECOND you're face to face it's like "OH HEY THERE BEST FRIEND." Why? Why can't people tell me how they really really TO MY FACE? Why do they have to tell all their friends and the ENTIRE SCHOOL and not me? 


High school is completely ridiculous like that. Why? WHY!? Because teenagers are evil human beings that enjoy tearing each other down. It's like, they feel the need to destroy each other and make each other as miserable as possible. But the real kicker is when it's a teacher doing the tearing.


Since the beginning of last year, my dance teacher seems to really HATE ME. I've had her every single year since grade 7. Yet, she decided that last year, BAM insta-hate. Why? I'll probably never know. Now, this woman chooses to do everything in her power to make my life miserable. She even made me cry a few times, one of those times was today. You know how girls can be really mean in that subtle way? That's what she does. It's like "K, you graduated from high school YEARS ago. Get over yourself." She speaks to me in such condescending ways it's ridiculous. It's like I'm BELOW her. I really dread dance, every single time. Dance is my LIFE. How can this person make me hate it? It's a mystery.


Sometimes I wonder what I did to God to possibly deserve this treatement. I mean, did I do something really bad like kill little babies in a past life or something? And he's choosing to punish me now? Man I don't even believe in this stuff, but some people do you know? And maybe it does happen. Maybe in my next life I'll be a bird. Or a monkey. Or a spider.


Peace&Love


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Past, Present & Future

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

-Buddha

This quote is Buddha's fancy way of saying "Live in the moment". I base how I live on that quote. I don't think about the past, I don't get bothered by the past because it's in the past. No matter how hard you try, you can't change it because it already happened. I don't think about ..TOMORROW. I don't think about the future, you know why? It's not going to happen any faster if I think about it. It's going to happen when it happens. If anything, you'll build it up SO MUCH that it just disappoints you. Essentially, nothing can be better than what you imagine. 

So, after all that, I'm going to explain WHY I chose this quote. I chose this quote because for a good portion of my life, I did the exact opposite of this quote. I was always dwelling the past, trying to fix it and such. I was always anticipating the future, never once appreciating the NOW. I never appreciated who was in my life and what happened in my life, until it was gone and too late to appreciate it.

"Live everyday like it was your last." That's another ...quote I live by. You have to be able to express what you think and how you feel. Following? If you actually lived everyday like it was your last, what would you do? Would you CARE if you told people how you really felt and your actual opinion if you thought today was your last day? Probably not. It's a philosophy I live by. Know why? Because you never know when your last day is. Heck, I could die in a car crash tomorrow and you know what, I need to be able to be PROUD of my life when I die. Have I accomplished everything I want to accomplish? Probably not, but I sure as hell am trying. Have I said what I really think whenever I could? Heck yes. 

Now, I'm not perfect. Actually, I am nowhere NEAR perfect. I have held myself back for a lot of things, because I was afraid of getting hurt. I've hurt people because I was afraid that if I did do what my heart wanted, I would just get hurt. It's not an excuse, and I'm not proud of it, but like Buddha said, "Do not dwell on the past". So, I'm not going to dwell on my missed opportunities, just live in the moment, and hope to God I make good decisions down the line that I will be proud of.  

Peace&Love

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64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back

"Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, hey girl, magenta! and she's like, oh, you mean purple! and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, no - I want magenta!"
-John Mayer


So here I was, browsing the net for a good quote that INSPIRED me for a new post. I just so happened to fall on this one and I knew right away, this was the one. I told myself  "Damn DancingThruLife, if you don't write a post about this, you'll regret it." So here I am, ready to discuss crayons with you lovely internet folk. Now, for those of you who have no idea what this is talking about and think I'm on crack, don't worry. There is more to it than crayons and what color the crayons are and how many their are.


So, we've all met that person that's a total superficial jerk. Right? Like they aren't all there, or just too into themselves to care about anything but them. Am I right? If you're reading this and thinking "Nope, never met someone like that." Then I'm sorry to say, but you're probably one of those jerks. These "jerks" are the box of 8-crayons. Making sense yet?


I, like John Mayer, like to think of myself as a 64-crayons box with the fancy little sharpener. Sure, I've got me some crayons missing, but if I didn't I'd be perfect, and newsflash, NOBODY is perfect, no matter how hard they try to be. Unfortunately for me, I always meet those 8-crayons boxes. You would think I attract the 64's right? But they always say, "opposites attract." Now, I'm not one to quote someone as "they", but really, who said that for the very first time? Nobody really knows. 


At the end there, John Mayer says he wants magenta, but she's going on about her purple. In those little 8-color boxes, have you ever found MAGENTA? Nope. Its always purple. Sure, magenta and purple are pretty much the same but just because they are alike, should you settle for purple just because you can't find the magenta you want?


Once again, I haven't made sense. If you're sitting there passing judgement about my sanity, then you may want to stop reading this blog. Cause guess what? I'm always like this.


Peace&Love.


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You aren't what you say you are, you are what you do.

"I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus, on the pain, the only thing that's REAL."
-Johnny Cash


That is a lyric from a song called Hurt by Johnny Cash. It's actually a really good song, despite the morbid message it gives off. I was reminded last week by people who mean a lot to me that I haven't posted in a long time. I guess I really ....clicked that people actually care about me and about what I have to say. I started this blog so I can keep the people I don't talk to on a regular basis updated on my life. I stopped because I got a lot of mean comments from people and insults and just altogether making me feel worthless because of this blog. I sort of felt like it was pointless to be doing this, since all it seemed to do was hurt me. This song is the reason why I stopped blogging.


Now, before you all panic, I don't physically hurt myself. (Dad, put the phone down. Chill.) I guess it's more emotional. I let people hurt me, and I shouldn't, but that still makes the hurt my fault.


There is always going to be that one person that just doesn't like you for no particular reason, they just don't. All it takes is that one person to make you feel as if the world is crashing down around you. Like the waves are swallowing you whole, and pushing you down every time you try getting back up. You just feel like you're drowning, you go numb, and nothing can help you. You just don't feel anything anymore. All this, because of one person. You just put on a happy face, because people think it's easier to think that you're okay, than knowing the harsh truth of reality. People don't care anymore, they'd rather see something happy and fake, than sad and true. So I put on the happy face for everyone, and pretended I was okay, when I really wasn't.


I want to talk a bit about what made me want to start blogging again. In part, it is about the people that spoke to me about my lack of blogging in the past couple of months, but that isn't the main reason. Have you ever met someone that made you want to change your life around? Maybe be better? Or maybe just try? Well, I met this person on my first day of school. I'd heard about him a lot around the school, and I really wanted him as a teacher. Imagine my excitement when I found out I indeed had him for my last year of high school. He comes off as a bit ADHD. He is crazy and he talks fast and jumps from one idea to another in a matter of seconds, without ever finishing his thought. He sort of reminds me of me. Last week, he said "You are not what you say you are, you are what you DO." That really got me thinking about what I've been "doing" the past few months. What have I been doing? I've been FAKE. I wasn't being myself. I was, but not really. Even if I was sad, or mad, or upset, I always acted happy, to please others. Why? I can't answer that.


This man whom I am talking to you about is my journalism teacher. (I apologize sir if you are reading this you feel awkward.) He's one of those people that says something, and it makes you think. I mean really think. He's also really, brutally honest. Some people may think that's...bad, but I don't think so. I find it refreshing, since our world is filled with fakes, people who give you false impressions of themselves, and lie to your face, just because the truth is harder. It's rare that you'll find someone that's REAL. Something real. And when you do....it's bliss.


I know this post didn't make sense, but then again, nor have my other ones.


Peace&Love

lalalaa

dearest minions,
This is my last post before I leave for vacation (I finally got it out of my dad and I'll be back by thursday night). SO I also found out that their will be no internet where I'm going!! D: I WILL BE AWAY FROM CIVILIZATION FOR 4 DAYS. WHAT. AM. I. GONNA. DO!!

Anywhoo. I saw Despicable Me last weekend!! It was omigosh so good :D I laughed a lot. I loooove Agnes :) <3. I also (finally) bought Eminem's new album!! And you know what, I've gotta say it's pretty darn good. I love it. I'm always listening to it :$$ BUT I DON'T CARE. I LUV EMINEM (L). I also went shopping today and bought Skullcandy headphones. Green ones. PROOOO. But they work super duper well. I also got CHARLIE BROWN PYJAMA BOTTOMS!!! WOOOOOOOO!! You don't understand how excited I was when I saw them. I started jumping up and down and asked my dad like 15 times if we can get them :P he finally caved. My excuse was that the ones he got me @ christmas shrank and don't fit me anymore. Teehee.

I am now currently in the process of like staring at my bag, then staring at my clothes, then staring back at my bag and contemplating the thought of actually packing. I hate packing. It is the most annoying, inane thing known to man.

Peace&Love

vacation/confusing boys/camp!! :)

hey minions!!
So I'm not even gonna bother trying to figure out when that last time I posted was...sorry about that by the way. I've been working a lot lately. And then being dead tired afterwards. Anyways, on with the post.

So, I would like to first off announce that I miss my old camp terribly :( they were my BFFLs and now I see them like once a week--maybe. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE this "new" camp, but I mean...you never forget your first. And St-A was my first. Only camp people would understand what I'm going on about....sorry for all you normal people :PP.

Anyways. Boys really confuse me. I mean, why can't they be straight with you? Why can't they just come out and tell you what the heck is going on instead of keeping you guessing?! Yesterday, I found out I work with my "ex"'s older brother. Which is why he seemed so familiar to me. But talk about awkward?! The bro's are pretty close so I'm wondering what he told him?! It drives me insane too, cause when it all clicked, I texted my ex....it ended in a conversation about how he wants us to start seeing each other again...to "try things out". WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM!? I mean, he's the one who wasn't really ready for stuff so why is he coming to me NOW, 6 months later?! Cause he thinks I'm interested in his brother? So he can call dibs? (Which I'm not BTW) So for the millionth time in 3 months...I will NEVER understand the way a boy's mind works.

On another note, since last night at 6:01, I am officially on vacation. So I have the following week off so that's cool. I'm going to some place near Quebec city and I wont even TRY attempting at spelling it. But it's chill. We're going with my aunt and uncle (the cool ones) so it should be fun. (Minus the bikes my dad is planning on renting -.- "Don't worry, it's gonna be nice and relaxing!" HOW ARE BIKES "NICE AND RELAXING" ?! I hate biking. With a passion. But I digress.)


So I don't know when I'll be posting again....maybe tomorrow before I leave monday? I don't know... :D We shall see !!

Peace&Love to you all. :)

backstabbed.

hey minions.
So I have me some news. You all remember BP right? And you remember my BEST FRIEND DJ KC right? Well, she is not my best friend anymore. Because guess what she did. She and BP went behind my back and went out. I saw it coming, but they tried their hardest to hide it from me. Then they broke up and DJ KC prooomised me that she would never go out with any of my ex's EVER again blablabla and all this other bullshit.

Two days later I'm having oodles of fun at a staff supper and I get a text from Flash saying "Your best friend is going out with BP?!" Turns out, they are back together. Funny thing is, it's all over facebook, everyone but me knows. I then got 6 or 7 other texts from different people asking pretty much the same thing. But you know what? What hurts the most is that I saw her that day. And she did not say a word.

Then I texted her and she texted me and basically I was the bad friend because I wasn't happy for her. I'M the bad friend. Me. Yeah. The next day she tried apologizing on fbook chat. I just said "ok". Then she said "i didnt think it mattered because it was the same guy . if you want to , ill break up with him." Yeah, okaaaay buddy. I told her I did not care and she could do whatever she wanted cause I just don't care anymore. I then signed off.

I'm not sure how I feel about all of this. I mean sure I'm fkin pissed off. I mean how COULD she?! But on the other hand, she was my best friend. She's always been there for everything. All the crap I've had to go through this year ...all gone because of a GUY?!

Peace&Love

oh boy

hello little minions!
So it's been a few days since I have posted ...sorry :\ work has me busy and tired all the time that I don't really wanna post afterward. I usually nap. Cause that is how I roll ;D.

Anyways!! I went to our staff soccer game last night. New staff vs Old Staff. Guess who OWNED the Old Staff?! That's right!! New Staff repreSENT!! I am very proud of my little newbies :) it was an exciting game actually. The final score was 7-5 :PP

On another note, I am begginning to really enjoy this New Camp. It's tons of fun and the people there are great :) I have one more week then I'm on VACATIOOOONN it'll be great. I know I'm excited for this greatness.

Another thing ...I'm so obssessed with music these days it just doesn't make sense.

I'm a dork. Deal.

Peace&Love

warning...

hey guys
so I decided to break my blog silence (after 2 days. Aren't I the strong one.) To be honest, my fingers have been itching to type. To tell you all everything that's happened. But today ...something big happened and it's killing me. I need to get it off my chest so I can move on. Basically, I got my first written warning at work. To be honest ...I kinda find that they didn't really get my side of the story about things. I didn't really think it would be a good idea to argue or "plead my case". I was also on the verge of tears. So yes. Today sort of sucked.

But what I wanted to say earlier this week was ...I don't feel welcome with this switch. I kind of feel like the outsider. I think I've been a bad councilor cause of it. I know like no one. I've never worked with these people except for Baseball Nerd and you know ...that doesn't count. and the kids? I don't know the kids. I feel like I'm never doing anything right. One kids a faker so when I give him sympathy, I get crap cause I didn't know. Fun right?

Basically, this week has been sort of depressing. I guess I can just prove to everyone next week that I don't care and I'm going to be the best councilor there.


Peace&Love

qutting ...

hello minions.
I don't really want to blog anymore. Apparently I complain a lot. Originally, I had planned on talking about my week so far at my new camp. But that will not be happening. I kind of just ..lost my motivation. I mean, I am who I am but apparently that isn't good enough for my "friends". I wont be blogging for a while. See how I warned you this time? I guess I'll be back whenever. I don't know when that is. I don't know if I will be back. I just don't know anymore.

I'm not quitting. Not really. I just kinda ...don't want to get crap from the people I care about most cause I've been getting a lot of that lately. And I can't take it anymore. The people whose opinions I value the most are hurting me because I'm not turning out how they wanted me to. It sucks when you count on people and they let you down. It's sort of ....sad I guess. I mean, I count on my friends and they just ...do this. I can't really get into it here. I just wanted to say bye before I disappear from the blogging world ...

Peace&Love, I love you guys.

Greetings minions!!
So I woke up to a rather odd text message this morning from BP. He was being awfully nice to me and now I am completely confused and not too sure where I stand with him. Are we or are we not friends? So as I'm in bed staring at my phone with the look of a total moron on my face, I decided to reply. After about a couple messages I got the guts to ask what was up. Especially after the phone call yesterday, all he did was insult me and made me cry at the Jean-Coutu, I was really wondering why the hell he was being so damn nice to me. Apparently he's trying to stop the fighting. Now we all know by now I'm kind of a pessimist, so this nice-ness will not last. I know it. I always do. I mean, not to be mean or anything but he's always on my back about SOMETHING you know? Nothing I ever do is good enough.

On another note, I got addicted to making these like rope bracelets. It's soo much fun. I swear by the end of the summer I'll have like a bunch on my wrist and ankles. :PP Most of you probably think "Ew dude. Be a girl and wear real bracelets." But you know what, only the best tandem in the world COCONUT would understand. :P She went to convocation with a bunch on her wrist. Teehee!!

Today is my dad's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!! We are going to my aunts house and I will be seeing My Almost Cousin and my real cousins and it will be just so much funnzz :) I actually like adore that side of my family. Like I feel excited to see them. Usually when my mom anounces we will be seeing family today, I die a little on the inside. But when I see my aunt S ...Well then that's another story!! The only thing that is irksome is that I am up. On a sunday. At 10:30. It's like absolutely ick.

Peace&Love :)

Drama drama drama!/camp update!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Hey minions!!
So after a FULL legit week of work, I can honestly say I am dead tired. I actually ended up working about 9-10 hour shifts wednesday, thursday and friday so it was quite long. Often enough, the kids didn't really listen to me. We went to the RECREATECH on wednesday. Longest. Day. Ever. I'm not even joking. But now it is the weekend I get to sleep in and relax (while my fellow councilors are all camping and getting dead tired) before my lovely week at a new camp(got switched) at ACTIVE CAMP WOO!! I will be with the older kids so it shall be interesting!! I think .. :)) only downside is I have no idea how I will be getting there. I might rollerblade since it isn't that far. A little, but it isn't so bad.

I started a contemporary class at my dance studio recently...it's not easy but I love it!! I kinda hurt my ankle though. I've had to wrap it everyday this week!! Gah!! And I am being questioned everyday because of it. Oh well, I'll live.

On another note, I miss my bffl :(( I haven't seen her since I've started with these mad crazy hours!! And this week my hours are almost the same so yeah, it'll be interesting. :\ I miss her very much and I'm trying to figure out when I can see her!! This weekend I'm mad busy since it's my dad's b-day so Iunno what to do!! I'm only part time monday and  tuesday next week ... D: OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! What shall I do !?

SO do you guys remember when I said drama was over? It's back. Apparently I'm acting like a @#!*% . But I'm not, I never act like this blablabla. I'm sorry, but I haven't changed? I didn't do @#!*% all wrong? And now I'm getting crap and he won't leave me alone. It's like ...why does he feel the need to pick fights with me?! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AND HE'S GETTING MAD AT ME!! I don't @#!*% get it. Yeah, I swore. Which I rarely do (here)but you know what? I just don't care right now. It's like, he keeps making these like "threats". Things such as "When you act like this, I don't want to talk to you or chill with you." It's like, oh okay uhm so basically, Dancin'ThruLife change your attitude or else I ditch you as a friend. Oh yeah. REEEAAAAL mature pal. Urg. And then making all these effing assumptions?! I talk about his behind his back!? Trash talk him?! YEAH RIGHT. What so he hears it from ONE PERSON and automatically assumes it's true!?

Eff this.

Peace&Love

P.S. Notice how I didn't mention "his" name. "He" doesn't like me using his name. Even if it's not "his" real name. Cause apparently, "he" has the right to tell me what to write on my blog. I think I'll just name "him" Bipolar. Cause "he" always changes "his" mind. So from now on, when I mention "him", it's Bipolar.

TWIN :D

I seem to have gotten a moskito bite. I don't know where the hell it came from but it's on my leg and bothering me to a great extent at the moment.

Anyways. I don't know if I've ever told you guys but at formation I discovered my long lost Twin ;D Basically what happened was we were talking (we went to the same school and we were discussing student council and such) and Rainbow walks up to us and asks if we are sibs. Twin says we are. We are twins in fact. We then later found out we have THE SAME BIRTHDAY. Weird is it not? And we happen to be quite alike :P Long story short/reason why I brought this up, I am seeing Twin Wednesday on our camp outing with the kids and we decided to wear a pink or green bandanna on our arms to display our Twin-ness. How cool is that?! Yeah. Thought so. ;D

Peace&Love

Just stuff.

Hey minions!!
So I haven't blogged in a couple days ...I haven't done so since work has absolutely exhausted me. But watever. I still love my job. Wednesday we went to Alice In Wonderland. It's like Santa Claus's Village except not. So I went on these spinning apple thingies cause a couple kids wanted me to and I ended up getting really really sick ...It was Not Fun. Needless to say the rest of my day sorta didn't go so great. I'm glad I had Thursday off though to recuperate.

It's finally Saturday. I've been waiting for this day all week and yet ...I can't wait to go back to work. My mom and I fought. And now she's giving me the silent treatment. Lovely. I did not know we were back in KINDERGARTEN. Urg. It drives me absolutely INSANE because you know what?! For ONCE in my @#!*% life I had the courage to tell her exactly how I felt and she just got all mad and stuff.

On another note, I am fairly certain that drama is over between "him" and I. But you never know with me. Being the insufferable @#!*% I am right?

Peace&Love

Camp(L) /DRAMA. -.-

Hello minions!!
So I got my report card on monday and I passed everything! So no summer school for moi!! So camp has been going great. A little exhausting, but hey kids are exhausting. They have a lot more energy than us old folks ;D We went on our first outing today. Man was it stressful. It always makes me nervous going to these things cause we don't know the place. You can be dealing with fighting children one second, a kid walks away and BAM missing kid. Thankfully for me, this has never happened. But these are the things that make me nervous. I think too much.

On another note, drama is even MORE present today than ever. I actually really really hate it. I think it's just exhausting me even more. Like ...I'm already dead tired from camp and now all this STUFF is happening. It's driving me insane. I can't wait till it ends. I mean, people need to just leave me alone. It's as if they enjoy causing me pain. As if they enjoy what they put me through every single day since May 4th. Yeah, I remember the date all of this bullpoo started. Weird eh? Not really. It's a day that changed my life for ever.

Peace&Love

Drama :\

hey minions!
So my mom has been off all week and on my back about about having nice FAMILY time together so the computer was basically not an option. But it's all good now. Since it's summer, I wont be posting very often cause I have a job at a day camp so I'll be working all day and that'll pretty much kill all my energy and when I get home, I basically go to sleep. So blogging will be done on weekends. If I'm not in the pool that is ;D

So I finished my exams. Science wasn't as bad as I thought but ...urg. It's SCIENCE. Now I'm sure if Rocket or Magic were reading this, they'd probably give me some 3 hour lecture about the amazing-ness of science...YAWN. So thank God that only 3 people read this thing ...

On another note, drama these past couple of weeks doesn't seem to want to leave me alone which is something that bothers me to a great extent. I would like a break. Even if it's just for like a week, I want it. I'm so like DONE with drama. Why do people have to go and pick fights?! I mean clearly I don't want to fight so why are they harassing me? Why do they come and turn a nice little conversation about turtles and whatnot into a whole fight about what's wrong with me and why things didn't work out?! CLEARLY it's my fault right? CLEARLY. Urg.

Peace&Love

LAST EXAM.

Howdy minions!!
So it is the morning of my LAST EXAM. How do I feel about this? NERVOUS AS FUUUCKK. Seriously though like I just keep staring at my science textbook, contemplating whether I should open it or not and when I do I get all confused cause I'm all "Wtf?! WHEN DID WE LEARN THIS!?" and when I text my friends in a panicked frenzy, I realize that what I was looking at was an enriched subject. Well then. So instead I am here, posting to all you lovely gorge people reading this!! (All 7 of you ...)

That's me totally studying. TOTALLY.

 WTH?! WHAT IS THIS?! ECOTOXICOLOGY?!

WHAT!? I NEVER LEARNT THIS.

Like to pass the time, I went on facebook and msn. But guess what? NOBODY IS ON AT THIS HOUR. So I found myself here. I'm wearing one of my new shirts today so I am Le excited. :DD But I digress.

I just looked at the clock and I was like "WHAT?! ANOTHER DAMN 20 MINUTES TILL THE BUS?! WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE?!"


Peace&Love

Exams :/

helloooo minions!!
So I had my history MELS today. It was okay I guess ...I dunno. I'm not down for exams. Exams suck. I wanna kill them. But I digress.
I spent my ENTIRE afternoon chilling with my girl DJ Kaycee!! It was soo much fun. We are great bffls (: She is totally THE most amazing person EVEEEERRR. Even through all the disco bullpoo I've had to go through :/ but yeah :)))

And also, I would like to announce that My Almost Cousin is OFFICIALLY back!! I am soo excited to see her and I've missed her like MAD!! I cannot waiiiiiiiit :)))

Tomorrow after our last exam, I'm going to DJ Kaycee's house and we's going to CHIIIIIILL :D I can't wait. :))

Peace&Love

Exam day!!

hello minions!!
So I had my math exam this morning!! It was quite terrible because I was done at 10:30 and I had to wait for the bus to pass ...guess when that was. FREAKING 3:35. Grrr. But oh well!! The exam itself went okay and I ended up spending my afternoon chilling with my girl DJ Kaycee and disco :)

It was lots of fun :) ----->That's us. But not today. :)

But on another note! I had muchos fun stalking my good pal Slick's grad pic on the walls at school. :D I got mocked by my friend but WATEVER.

I am currently watching TV. A good show called Suite Life On Deck!! Teehee. I like this show. It's rather humerous.

Peace&Love

AHHHHHHHHH!

I was just being my usual bad self, reading C H L O E's Blog and I saw that she is COMING TO CANADA TODAY!!! Well My Almost Cousin, I am vair vair excited for you to be coming and we haves to see each other vair vair soon!! As soon as exams finish!! I wish you good luck on your plane ride and have fun with all that power!!
But remember, great power comes with great responsibility.


Hehe looll.

I LOVE YOU!

Peace&Love

Ice Cream Containers?! >:| /LE REBEL

hello minions!!
so I am back again for the second time today!! I just spent the past like half hour trying to open a goddamn ice cream container. Why do they make it so difficult to open!? I JUST WANTED ICE CREAM. Grrr.

Anywhooo. I wanted to tell you all that I am Le rebel. My good pal DJ KC and I went to a friends house after exams. Making us Le rebel. How cool are we?! Yeaaah. I thought so. I know you are just so vair vair jealous. This FRIEND of mine mocked me. A lot. I was compared to Yosemite Sam, Daffy Duck and the Coyote from bugs bunny. Isn't he nice? Yeah. PCHT. Don't laugh. I SEE YOU LAUGHING STOPPIT.
Gosh.

Peace&Love

New layout!!/exams!/Disco:D

Hey hey y'all!!
So first off, I'm sorry for like disappearing for the longest time but no worries cause I'm back now!! Was just dealing with all the drama and exams and stuff. So yeaaah. MOVING ON.

Secondly, I got a NEW LAYOUT. Look at how PERTY it is :DDDD

Well first off, I have Le news. Uhm I'm pretty sure I mentioned my friend disco a couple posts ago, but those of you who don't know I shall repeat myself. He's been helping me through all the drama and BS that always tends to happen right around exam time. Very inconvenient. But that's another story. Or post. WATEVER YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. So back on subject, he is now my gorge BF and I am Le happy.

On another note, last friday I did my math situational problem. Woooo. Not. Twas horrible. It was so easy, that I think I did bad. Like I feel like I screwed something up. Like uhm the POND perhaps!? GAH. Oh well. As long as I passed ...

Peace&Love

Response?/June exams!

Howdy y'all!
Oh jesus I'm not good at this "cowboy" stuff. Anyways. I'm writing this as a RESPONSE to C H L O E's blog's newest post (here's the link to read it: http://indianachloe.blogspot.com/2010/05/extended-essay-dilemma.html). To be honest Almost Cousin Of Mine, I don't think you'll be getting that done if you're around nickiboii all the time and of course MOI ;) cause OBVS we'll be chilling by Aunt S's pool :D but but but I wish you good luck!
I'm kinda hoping myself will not be in summer school for a class such as hmm history? Or perhaps science? I'm so screwed.

Speaking of being screwed. Exams soon. Yikes! The in class ones are way easy so woot woot to that! Cept gov. exams are like IN 2 WEEKS. Shitshitshitshit so screwed. Sometimes I wish I were Axamo. Wouldn't it be amazing to be a know it all nerd? I think so.

Peace&Love.

breakups?

hello minions! (yes, i stole that from chloesblog)
i have finally decided to blog again. I kind of stopped cause I was depressed and all I wanted to do was sleep, etc. But I am done moping and I am BACK! So for those of you who don't know, soccer_joker and I broke up. Those of you who want the story, the gory details etc you'll have to ask me. I'm so not down for going into that here.
Anyways! So school is actually getting really stressful and I don't know what I would do without my good friend disco. He's keeping me sane. Through all the DRAMA that tends to happen right around exam time to make me extra stressed out! I'm very very excited for summer to start so I can start working again. Gosh I miss them kiddies! I'm also very excited for leadership camp with school which is wednesday, thursday and friday!
I miss lots and lots of people and I can't wait to see you all (fellow councilors, LBPCers, etc! )

Peace&Love <3

LOST/Jean-Mark/FB+Cells/Boston!

hey all !!
So I am finally blogging cause I actually have things to say !! So here I go !!
Friday, I got back from LOST: Lead Our Schools Today, (also known as LBPC '10). Basically, it's leadership camp but with the whole school board. 3 days, 240 hyped up kids, no parents. Basically, it was 3 days filled with games, activities, a dance and absolutely no sleep. It was so much fun. Making a crap ton of new friends, reconnecting with people I haven't seen in a while. I'm going to miss them <3

On another note, guess whose coming to dance tuesday ?! JEAN-MARK !! For those of you noobs who are so completely clueless, Jean-Mark happens to be the french judge from So You Think You Can Dance Canada!!!!! I'm very excitedd <3

ALSO. I discovered something MAGICAL this morning ! FACEBOOK TEXTS !! How cool is that !? You can just like update your status whenever via text message ! FOR FREE !! HOW AMAZING IS THAT !?

And last but not least, soccer_joker, DG, DG's exBF, Dragoondude and many others are all in Boston for a music band competition thingy! And guess what !! They won 2 silvers!! I'm so proud of them all !! I can't wait for them to come back tonight (:

Peace&Love

Hey everyone,
I have a question for you all (to which you can answer me at : manderdethyay@gmail.com) Is it fair that I want to talk to my boyfriend like all the time, but when we can't I get sorta mad ? I mean, I feel like a huge jerk when I get mad cause we can't talk cause he's busy or whatever.


Anyways. I feel more or less depressed.  Whatever, not much I can do about it. I had a ped day today, and I went to school anyways. Wanna know why ?! Cause I had to film my stupid project -.-# It was HORRIBLE. I had to get up at 6:30. As if I were actually going to school or something. To make matters worse, my friends bro offered to drive me and her home cause he was on his way home anyways and poor guy got rear ended. I now have a horrible headache and I'm kind of depressed.

But like I said, not much I can do about it.

Peace&Love

Ciao all !!
I have a friend who is far too shy to "take his/her's bf/gf away from his/her friends" which is stupid. IF THE BOYS YOURS, YOU SURE AS HELL ARE ALLOWED TO WANT TO BE ALONE WITH HIM AT LUNCH.

So yes. I wanted to just say that. But ! I am not going to waste a post ! Golly no ! I am going to ramble. SO
guess what !! Soccer_joker got a hair cut !! He loooks soooo cuuute !! <3 !! He's adorable ! I can't wait to see him tomoroww !! (:

Also. My french teacher gave me a 65% on my movie script. HOW BS IS THAT ?! GOSH. I was soo mad.

Well.
Hmm ...

can't think of anything else ...


Peace&Love

Ciao !!
I have been at my dads for a grand total of 20 minutes and I'm already on the computer. How funny is that ?! I apologize to those of you who try to keep current with this blog. I hardly ever post. But ! That's okay. Cause then it just makes for a fun surprise when you check it and your all "HEY A NEW POST !!" You knoww what I mean ?

Anywhoo. I am MSNing with Stephapea. Perkful's friend (well now mine too BUT ANYWHOO.) I am complaining about how cold my hands are. THEIR ARE NO HEATERS IN THIS HOUSE AND TYPING IS BEGINNING TO HURT MY FINGERS. But nevertheless I will find something to talk about to make you all Oh So Happy.

Liiiiiiiiiiiiike ...My buddy M.A. (who shall stay M.A. until I figure something better out) has this like LIME GREEN sweater that I want to STEAL. It's sooooooooo cool. I. Want. His. Sweater. I'm obssessed.

OH !! OH OH OH OH OHHHH !! DUUUDEEE !! We got our GRAD RINGS pamphlet and I'm SO SO SO SO excited !! I know which one Im'ma get too (((((((((((((: I'm. So. Psyched. M.A. kinda made fun of KC and I but it's ALLLL GOOOD MY FRIENDS.

Peace&Love

Ciaoo bloggers !
So. Something has been bothering me a lot lately. My friend has been complaining about her/his life a lot lately. But he/she does not do diddly squat to fix it or make it better ! He/she just sits around, mopes, and feels sorry for his/herself. And then complains to ME about it. As if I'm supposed to like feel sorry for him/her !! WHICH IS FUCKING STUPID CAUSE ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT I DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR PEOPLE THAT COMPLAIN AND DON'T DO SHIT TO FIX IT.


So yes. That has been bothering me. I'm glad I can talk to you all about this. Oh. She/he just said "fuck you" to me. Oopsie. I guess she/he is the only one allowed to voice her/his opinion around here.

Peace&Love

Heyy Bloggers !

So I feel like posting today. To complain ACTUALLY. Would you like to know WHY ? WELL I'll tell you.
Once upon a time, their was a happy girl named Dancin'ThruLife. Dancin'ThruLife was in a GOOD mood. She goes to work on her english project. She has to extract the data from her camera (because it's a video) so she can edit the footage. But guess what !? It doesn't work.
The end.

So Yes. My computer has been spazzing at me all day and it's driving me bonkers. It keeps turning off my internet "for kicks". Which is AWFULLY annoying. And my webcam is a douche monkey. Wanna know why !? Cause whenever I use it, it zooms in and out on it's own accord, once again "for kicks".

You know, technology really hates me.

So saturday I saw the movie "Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant." I actually read the book a few years ago and I enjoyed it so I decided to check out the movie, to compare. I am surprised, but the movie did the book justice, in my opinion.

On another note, I BOUGHT (see ? No pirates here man.) a shit ton of new songs. Weeeee for my addiction to music. Although FOMI would say it's not GOOD music, it so IS. Mkay ? Kay.

So, my BFFL DG is in NYC for the long weekend. So she hasn't been around ! D: :((( Do that makes me very very SAD. But ! She gets back tonight. So I shall call her tomorow night after school and complain about the unfairness that is high school and why isn't it done yet ?

anywhoo !!

Peace&Love

Ciao all !!
So it has been a while since I have written. I feel like I should, even though I have absolutely nothing interesting to say seeing as how I'm not an interesting person. FOMI is at his pipe lesson so I have like nothing to do. Which totally sucks. But watever. I suppose that I'll live.

So to answer your question, yes FOMI is still my BF. For how long ? Nobody knows. I'm assuming it'll be as long as he feels like tolerating me. Cause really, I happen to be a very obnoxious and insecure person. Oh well. I guess life will go on. I just might not be particularly "normal" if things end with FOMI.

On another note, I think C H L O E blocked me from her blog or something cause I apparently can't SEE it. Which is seriously not fun. Cause I like reading it. But watever :(

I have nothing pertinent left to say. So ...
Peace&Love

Ciao Bloggers !
I know you are all very jealous of me since I haves NO SCHOOL TODAY =D
Unless you GO to my school ...I think you're still jealou, regardless. Just SAYING. So Not much to do alone. WELL Not REALLY alone ...I mean, Booger is here but like ...he's useless. So I'm bored, goofing off with my camera. I wanted to see if I can talk like a pirate for a whole day ...but then I remembered, I'm all alone. SO I AM HERE.

I have absolutely nothing to do, (save for some homework that I SHOULD do, but I definitely WONT) so YES. Nothing to say. Nothing at all.

Cept ...

I MISS FOMI :(

Yeah.

Peace&Love

Ciao bloggers !!
So I have had quite disturbing news. My friends are out to get me. Now DO NOT PANIC because the friends I am referring to most likely do NOT read my blog. I am talking about DG's BF (well EX BF :/ ) Kay so let's explain.  I was being shouted at because I was trying to HELP him. BUT NO ! He didn't WANT my help. Yet he still ended up opening up to me. I'm a little confused. It's like uhm what happened ? I thought you were MAD at me ?


Nervertheless !! It is Toff's b-day today !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! Yay :) 18 ! Pcht. Oldie. She can go to JAIL :OOO


=D


And on the Fomi front ...well. We haven't been able to see each other and we probs wont be able to this weekend so that actually really sucks :( But yeah. I don't know. I'm also worried about like a zillion people.  I feel stressed. Maybe I should take a day off of school. Yeah. That's a good idea. :D


But seriously, school is majorly sucking right now. I think I might be FAILING history ! Shit. NOT. GOOD. Like I am panicking. I think my teacher hates me. She constantly makes a spectacle of me in front of everyone. God what a bitch.


Peace&Love

Ciao !!

Ciao bloggers !!
I know it has been a VERY LONG TIME since I have blogged (as jesslynx and Perkful pointed out to me. ) but I am back !! My trip to Europe was awesome and I met lots of wonderful people I hope to see again someday !

But enough of that ! DG told me that this is something I should blog about, and you know, I will. :) Soccer_joker is now my legit BF :) But as a little FYI I will now be referring to him as FOMI :) Because ...Well, it's a very long story :) BUT If I know you, I will be more than willing to explain the story :) It's just a little long to explain on this blog and I don't really want to bore you all XD

So, next item on the agenda, SHOUT OUT ! To my cousin nickiboii who is now into making music ! The link will be at the bottom :)

So NEXTLY (see how I invented a word right there ?) My condolences for a dear friend, you know who you are. I love you and I'm here for you :)

So yes. A thought just occured to me but I have been reading blogs a lot lately and like mine seems like RANDOM and like retarted. I mean like people seem to actually have a reason and I'm just like doing it ...just because. I make no sense .. XD As usual :PPP

Peace&Love

Birthdays ... :) Love you :)
Happy Birthday Toff !! -March 20
Happy Birthday Jo !! -March 23


nickiboiii:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QL_Gk2W348o

Hey guys !
I haven't posted in a while, sorry about that. Things have been really hectic and busy !! Gosh, what an exciting life I lead. ;) But the MAIN REASON why I haven't posted is because I'm LEAVING FOR EUROPE IN 4 DAYS ! I haven't gotten all my packing done yet either. Bad, bad, bad DancingThruLife. Tsk.

Well on another note! You know DG ? Well, her plan seems to be working. Slowly, but working. Yeah, soccer_joker and I have started making communication via FACEBOOK. Pcht yah. Don't ask. I'm not about to call a complete stranger ;) But looks like he's a pretty cool dude. He said he'd teach me how to snowboard :OO Little does he know, I'm a terribly clumsy person and suck at sports. But he doesn't have to know that XD Unless DG spills .... ;)

So since I am behind on my 'happy birthday's I'll go now
Feb. 10: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ KC, PERKFUL, AND OTHERS
Feb. 15: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYNX !!

So yeah, happy birthday my dearest friends and I love you all !!

I must tragically say that I have to go but ...

Peace&Love :)

P.S. Congrats to Outlandishflamingo's new blog !! (a little late ...)
outlandishflamingo.blogspot.com

Hey bloggers !!
So GREAT NEWS !! My dad got me a new Memory card fer my CAMERA so the picture taking issue is now
RESOLVED

KAY to clarify with my "funny" friends, I DO NOT do drugs of ANY KIND. I am just naturally this "special" as my parents say cuz they aren't alowed to call me fucktarted. ;) Heehee

So ZOMG In dance today we learnt this new part in our dance that is hard and YYYYAAAAYYYY finally a challenge in that class !! I'm sooo happy about that. :)

Peace&Love

MJ obsession :O

Hello again dearest Non-Existent Internet Friends !!
I feel I should write again today cuz I have an MJ OBSESSION. I actually used to hate MJ. When I was a kid I said "Mommy that lady Is Not pretty." And my mom said "Dancin' Thru Life, that Is Not a lady." Now before I get a shit load of hate mail, I would like to clarify that I was a CHILD and did not know about MJ's amazing-ness. I actually love MJ now. Cept his older stuff is better. As my friend DJ KC would say, "He was cooler when he was black cuz he did more stuff." He's like, the best dancer that we will ever see. No matter what. This is not a point to be argued. POINT FINAL. (Did you see that ? How I went all frenchie on your asses ? Yah ? Watcha gona do about it ? That's what I THOUGHT >:] )

I will give you a list of my faves:

• They Don't Really Care About Us
• Bad
• Just Leave Me Alone
• Beat It (Uhm DUH !?)
• Man In The Mirror
• Thriller :)
• etc ...

That's it :)

AU REVOIR MES AMIS !!

Peace&Love

Hello bloggers !!
Well guess what I did. I BROKE THE MEMORY CARD THAT GOES IN MY CAMERA. So I don't know how the hell I'm going to take pictures in Europe. I might have to borrow one ....*cough* hint hint dad *cough*

BUT NEVER THE LESS !! I'm still very, very excited for my trip !! I still have to pack though !! I'm afraid I'll forget to bring something though XD And zomg we'll be on a boat so it's not like you can get your necessities without having to pay a shiz load of money ...

Anywhoo !! Today is my friend Disco's birthday, so happy birthday Disco ! He's is now 16. Sweet 16 !! <3 Haha Miss you !!

I cannot wait for work/camp to start again !! I miss all my fellow councilors. But I'm sad that Spider isn't coming back ! :((( Spider, I think you should come back. :)

Peace&Love

EUROPE COUNTDOWN: 13 DAYS

Hey hey bloggers !!
so have any of your friends ever tried setting you up with a person you hardly know ? Well lucky me ! *sarcasm* My dear friend Drummer Girl, drummer of the 4G's is trying to set me up with a friend of hers, soccer_joker. He's super sweet and stuff but also a STRANGER. I met the guy in passing, he's pretty funny. But you know, we don't talk.

But Drummer Girl is hard to sway when it comes so me --non-existant-- love life. I'll probably end up doing what she wants because it's so much easier that wway. Plus by now, she's probs recruited Drummer Girl's BF, whom might I add a pain in the butt to argue with.

Let me tell you a bit about DG's BF. He's a little weirdo who plays An Unknown Instrument, has decent taste in music and love arguiing with me. Exciting, yes ? Not really. I hate being argued with, but DG's BF is cool. Ish. ;) But thank the Lord that the boy has a sense of humour. He actually played along when my mom and DG's dad asked him for a lock of hair and fingerprints. Seriously, you don't want to know.

Now see, DG and I met because her youngest sister, and my Booger of A Brother went to Pre-K together. Back then my mom didn't work so my mom made friends with all the parents. My mom and DG's mom instantly clicked and became very close friends. Naturally, DG and I became very close friends too. Looks like the little Booger has a use after all. DG&I have just gotten crazier ever since. Not a good thing, just ask DG's BF, or DragoonDude. They have both told me that our sanity is questionable, at several different occasions.

Peace&Love

EUROPE COUNTDOWN: 14 days (yayy !! )

Hey bloggers !!
So I haven't blogged in a while. But alls good. So I went to the VARIETY SHOW on friday and ZOMG DragoonDude, the 4G's and all my other friends that were in it, were fantastical !! You guys rock and I'm so proud of you !!

But, who wants to ride in the elevator ? LMFAO I LOVE YOU GUYS AT IMPROV. <3
Your cool.
School. Today. ICK.
History test ? Pcht. Fail. Nobody passed. I'm so convinced of it.

Peace&Love

Hey hey bloggers !
OMG I haven't blogged in days, so sorry for that ! But I am BACK. SO yah. I forget what I was going to say. But I'm so hyperrr cuz I got back from dance not to long ago. So seriously, dance is to blame. I'm like the face of INNOCENCE.
HAHAHAHHA no that's a lie.
SO GUYS OMG I saw the school play today. And omg ?! they were awesome !! So much better than the other ones. And haha Sean Colby shirtless=OMG WHAT WAS THE PLAY EVEN ABOUT ?!

So guess whose b-day it was yesterdaaay !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUTLANDISHFLAMINGO !!

Heehee.
I'm gona go talk to my pal WHO IS IN TOWN FRUM NYC AND OMG MISSED HIM !! <33

Peace&Love

Hey hey bloggers
Great news !! My pants didn't fall off !!
So the show was a complete success, asside from having to run around the whole time that is !! It was cool and we all had a blast. Makes me wonder why I had my moment of insanity last week and gave up on dance ! I have to admit, I love dancing on stage. Much better than in a studio.

Other than that, my day was very uneventful. I almost fell asleep in most of my classes due to lack of sleep, since I got home so late last night then I was so hyped up that I didn't fall asleep for another 2 hours !!

Peace&Love to you all

Hey guys !!
Today is the day !! Show day ! I'm so nervous :) But OMG I'm so friggin psyched man ! But I can't bring myself to go and get ready I'm so nervous.

But my happy bubble just got bursted cuz guess who started talking to me again ? Psycho-GF. Yeah, she's trying to ruin me and DJ's friendship (BTW she forgave me, yay !! ). Meh, I don't really enjoy her talking to me. She's being stupid, and PLUS I can't believe GT is doing nothing about it. I mean, we used to be friends. Lol bitch is STOOOOPID :P

BUT LMAO. I'm watching Joey. LMAO. Halarious shit. But OMG I do NOT like how they ended the season. Cuz like OMG what !? Asswipes.

Peace&Love :)

Losing a friend sucks ...

Don't you hate it when your best friend (or so you thought she was) believes a complete stranger when that stranger tells said friend that ur a horrible person and ur friend actually believes that stranger ? I do.

So here's the story here for those of you who are confused. For some reason, my friend DJ thought I didn't care about her problem when I didn't answer her on MSN for a good 10 minutes cuz I was on the phone with my mom. She thought I was PRETENDING to care. Those of you who know me, I don't pretend to care. That's the stupidest thing ever and a waste of time. Then, I got desperate and I went to talk to GT. I told him the story. Unfortunately, his psycho GF was there, or he sent her the convo. Now, Psycho-GF went and spoke to DJ and told her I didn't care. At all. She said that I told GT that I didn't care. Now why is DJ believing Psycho-GF ? I don't know. She wont talk to me and it's totally frustrating.

Peace&Love

Hey bloggers!!
I actually think that I have proof that my history teacher hates me !! She came up to me today and said that I have the lowest mark of the class blablabla. In front of everybody. LOUD ENOUGH FOR AT LEAST 5 PEOPLE TO HEAR HER. Can you say bitch please ? Eeeesh. She gave us like 9 pages of homework, expecting me to do it. HAH. Think again, Missy. She actually thinks I'm gona do it. Pfff, as if.

On another note, I was chatting with JeremyC last night. No idea who this guy is, but I thought he was pretty cool. He actually took interest in my dancing. So the million dollar questiion is: pedo or nice guy ? I think he's nice. But hey, you guys may have dif. opinions !! :P

But I digress ! Lol I don't even know what that means. My grade 7 math teacher said it aaaall the time. Lol.

So yesterday I had my second akward encounter with GT (ex best friend. Cuz of his stupid psycho girlfriend. Really long story.) He didnt even glance at me. I mean kay, I get that he didnt want us being friends cuz its "better that way" but I mean, hellooo at least be polite and say HI ! Eeeesh the youth of today. But yeah so he hates me now, and I feel bad for our friend Outlandish, cuz he's stuck in between.

So needless to say, my day kinda-ish sucked. But you know what, I don't care cuz dance was totally awesome after school. SO SCREW YOU STUPID PEOPLE THAT HATE ME. Ur so missing out :P

Anywayyyys I'm OUTTA HERE.

MidYear Countdown: 2 Days
Europe Countdown: 29 Days

School sucks :)

Greetings bloggers !!
I'm leaving for school in approximately 5 minutes, so I'm going to make this short. Maybe. School sucks, I have like 3 tests today. And I still haven't dont my math homework !! :OO Actually that rally shouldn't be much of a surprise cuz I like NEVER do my homework. I usually end up doing it at lunch. Maybe if I feel like it.
So you know how yesterday I said I'm quitting/giving up on dance ? Well I have to actually TELL my teacher today ! Yikes :SS I'm most likely going to chicken out. But thing is, I've been putting up with her crap for 3 years, and this year is the 4th. I'm kinda sick of it. ANYWAYS.
If I don't go soon, I'm going to miss my bus
Peace&Love

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I just had a thought and I felt i should share it with you lovely internet people I have never seen in my life. Why do some people feel the need to put other people down ? And I know all you wise folk out there are going to say something stupid like "they're just jealous and it makes them feel better blabla" etc. But you know what ? SO NOT AN EXCUSE. I mean, go like yell at a pillow or something. don't go and bitch at us innocent people cuz you FEEL LIKE IT. Kay ?
Awesome. So I am bored. I have NOTHING TO DO. But you guys shud like follow me on twitter. All of yous 3 people reading this :PP Actually, I'm kinda hoping more than 3 people read my blog ....that would be fun. Real fun. ANYWHOO. http://twitter.com/ItsATown that's my twitter, so all you wonderful people should follow me !! Haha I'm like a total suck up :PPP
PEACE OUT, A-TOWN
:P

FML

you know, i gave up on dance today--at school anyways. Today was the second time THIS YEAR that I cried in dance. Although I have to admit, I made it a point that no one saw me. except i sort of lost it in french so I had to ask my teacher if i could go to the bathroom :\. So let me recap the story for you. I was in dance class and we were doing the "Beat It" dance and in that dance it's like two "gangs" facing off. So durrrh super serious. But of course my friends in the rival gang were making me GIGGLE. and then my teacher said "DANCIN'THRULIFE GO SIT DOWN UR NOT DOING THIS DANCE." so I got kicked out for a GIGGLE. How STUPID is that ?! and I wasn't even the only one laughing ! I think she hates me.
To top it all off, I saw my "ex" in front of my locker today and he TOTALLY IGNORED ME. grrr what a JERK. Like when we "broke things off" he was all "oh hey I still want to be close friends" IS THIS US BEING CLOSE FRIENDS BUDDY !? IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL IT !? Pcht. Asswipe.
But ANYWHOO. Last night I was talking to V (V Sevani, and if you don't know who that it, slap urself then go youtube him cuz he's like amazing) and he said I should name my blog "V Sevani named my blog." the sad thing is, I was actually considering it. Lol. Love you V ! :)
But I'm so very excited for sunday !! Cuz It's my MID YEAR DANCE SHOW *crowd cheers* I'm very excited but soooo nervous. I HOPE MY PANTS DON'T FALL OFF !! :OOO
And OMG kay has anyone noticed how stupidly ANNOYING 7th graders are ?! (No offence if ur reasing this and your 12/13). I mean they play HIDE AND GO SEEK during LUNCH. It's like WTF ?! They drive me INSANE. Good thing we don't have the same lunch hour.
ANYWAYS
Goodbye bloggers, until next time!!

MIDYEAR COUNTDOWN: 5 Days
EUROPE CRUIS COUNTDOWN: 31 Days

OMG hi :)

Greetings bloggers !
I finally did my homework. Woot woot ! You know what my french teacher assigned?! A CROSSWORD !! I mean, hellooo !? Are we in grade 3 ?! I think not. But I digress. I am talking/MSNing with a friend I haven't spoken to in months! Gosh I love reconnecting with people. But it's like "woah. since when have you had a gf !? " meh :P
OMG I'm so like OBSSESSIVE right now like. I can't stop listening to the new THREE DAYS GRACE ALBUM. I'm hoping to get the new 30 Seconds To Mars one soon but ....funds are low XD I need a job, like ASAP. Like OMG. WTF is with grade 10 people ?! Like, teachers just constantly give you homework, totally UNAWARE THAT YOU ACTUALLY HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE AND DON'T HAVE TIME FOR 9 PAGES OF HOMEOWORK.

Omg NEW BLOG !!

Omg yay !! I finally got a blog ! gosh I'm so happy :)) Yay for blogging !! SO GREAT NEWS FELLOW BLOGGERS ! I got 89% in english and that makes me very happy. Like OMG I love english. Gosh I'm such a nerd ! XD
Oh wow kay OMG I got a new camera at christmas and I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE IT. I'm like, handicapped. On the box it says it can do all this cool stuff but like OMG I cant figure out how it works !
So Yes. I'm on TheeWebsite and LOL I'm in the chatroom and lmao V Sevani is online, we're chatting. With a big group of V fans. (No offense anyone) but GAWD theyre annoying. ANYWAYS.
I have nothing left to say.
Adios, bloggers !!