hey guys
so I decided to break my blog silence (after 2 days. Aren't I the strong one.) To be honest, my fingers have been itching to type. To tell you all everything that's happened. But today ...something big happened and it's killing me. I need to get it off my chest so I can move on. Basically, I got my first written warning at work. To be honest ...I kinda find that they didn't really get my side of the story about things. I didn't really think it would be a good idea to argue or "plead my case". I was also on the verge of tears. So yes. Today sort of sucked.
But what I wanted to say earlier this week was ...I don't feel welcome with this switch. I kind of feel like the outsider. I think I've been a bad councilor cause of it. I know like no one. I've never worked with these people except for Baseball Nerd and you know ...that doesn't count. and the kids? I don't know the kids. I feel like I'm never doing anything right. One kids a faker so when I give him sympathy, I get crap cause I didn't know. Fun right?
Basically, this week has been sort of depressing. I guess I can just prove to everyone next week that I don't care and I'm going to be the best councilor there.
Peace&Love
awww amanda :( i'm glad you're back to blogging but this post was sad :( i hope you're doing better - what do you mean by a written warning? could you be fired?:S i know you in real life, you're full of energy and lots of fun so show those kids what you can do :P cause i know they will love you once the true amanda shines through ^-^ and fuck the rest of the people LOL you don't have to be their friend. :P love chloe <3
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