hey minions!!
So I'm not even gonna bother trying to figure out when that last time I posted was...sorry about that by the way. I've been working a lot lately. And then being dead tired afterwards. Anyways, on with the post.
So, I would like to first off announce that I miss my old camp terribly :( they were my BFFLs and now I see them like once a week--maybe. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE this "new" camp, but I mean...you never forget your first. And St-A was my first. Only camp people would understand what I'm going on about....sorry for all you normal people :PP.
Anyways. Boys really confuse me. I mean, why can't they be straight with you? Why can't they just come out and tell you what the heck is going on instead of keeping you guessing?! Yesterday, I found out I work with my "ex"'s older brother. Which is why he seemed so familiar to me. But talk about awkward?! The bro's are pretty close so I'm wondering what he told him?! It drives me insane too, cause when it all clicked, I texted my ex....it ended in a conversation about how he wants us to start seeing each other again...to "try things out". WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM!? I mean, he's the one who wasn't really ready for stuff so why is he coming to me NOW, 6 months later?! Cause he thinks I'm interested in his brother? So he can call dibs? (Which I'm not BTW) So for the millionth time in 3 months...I will NEVER understand the way a boy's mind works.
On another note, since last night at 6:01, I am officially on vacation. So I have the following week off so that's cool. I'm going to some place near Quebec city and I wont even TRY attempting at spelling it. But it's chill. We're going with my aunt and uncle (the cool ones) so it should be fun. (Minus the bikes my dad is planning on renting -.- "Don't worry, it's gonna be nice and relaxing!" HOW ARE BIKES "NICE AND RELAXING" ?! I hate biking. With a passion. But I digress.)
So I don't know when I'll be posting again....maybe tomorrow before I leave monday? I don't know... :D We shall see !!
Peace&Love to you all. :)
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
backstabbed.
hey minions.
So I have me some news. You all remember BP right? And you remember my BEST FRIEND DJ KC right? Well, she is not my best friend anymore. Because guess what she did. She and BP went behind my back and went out. I saw it coming, but they tried their hardest to hide it from me. Then they broke up and DJ KC prooomised me that she would never go out with any of my ex's EVER again blablabla and all this other bullshit.
Two days later I'm having oodles of fun at a staff supper and I get a text from Flash saying "Your best friend is going out with BP?!" Turns out, they are back together. Funny thing is, it's all over facebook, everyone but me knows. I then got 6 or 7 other texts from different people asking pretty much the same thing. But you know what? What hurts the most is that I saw her that day. And she did not say a word.
Then I texted her and she texted me and basically I was the bad friend because I wasn't happy for her. I'M the bad friend. Me. Yeah. The next day she tried apologizing on fbook chat. I just said "ok". Then she said "i didnt think it mattered because it was the same guy . if you want to , ill break up with him." Yeah, okaaaay buddy. I told her I did not care and she could do whatever she wanted cause I just don't care anymore. I then signed off.
I'm not sure how I feel about all of this. I mean sure I'm fkin pissed off. I mean how COULD she?! But on the other hand, she was my best friend. She's always been there for everything. All the crap I've had to go through this year ...all gone because of a GUY?!
Peace&Love
So I have me some news. You all remember BP right? And you remember my BEST FRIEND DJ KC right? Well, she is not my best friend anymore. Because guess what she did. She and BP went behind my back and went out. I saw it coming, but they tried their hardest to hide it from me. Then they broke up and DJ KC prooomised me that she would never go out with any of my ex's EVER again blablabla and all this other bullshit.
Two days later I'm having oodles of fun at a staff supper and I get a text from Flash saying "Your best friend is going out with BP?!" Turns out, they are back together. Funny thing is, it's all over facebook, everyone but me knows. I then got 6 or 7 other texts from different people asking pretty much the same thing. But you know what? What hurts the most is that I saw her that day. And she did not say a word.
Then I texted her and she texted me and basically I was the bad friend because I wasn't happy for her. I'M the bad friend. Me. Yeah. The next day she tried apologizing on fbook chat. I just said "ok". Then she said "i didnt think it mattered because it was the same guy . if you want to , ill break up with him." Yeah, okaaaay buddy. I told her I did not care and she could do whatever she wanted cause I just don't care anymore. I then signed off.
I'm not sure how I feel about all of this. I mean sure I'm fkin pissed off. I mean how COULD she?! But on the other hand, she was my best friend. She's always been there for everything. All the crap I've had to go through this year ...all gone because of a GUY?!
Peace&Love
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
oh boy
hello little minions!
So it's been a few days since I have posted ...sorry :\ work has me busy and tired all the time that I don't really wanna post afterward. I usually nap. Cause that is how I roll ;D.
Anyways!! I went to our staff soccer game last night. New staff vs Old Staff. Guess who OWNED the Old Staff?! That's right!! New Staff repreSENT!! I am very proud of my little newbies :) it was an exciting game actually. The final score was 7-5 :PP
On another note, I am begginning to really enjoy this New Camp. It's tons of fun and the people there are great :) I have one more week then I'm on VACATIOOOONN it'll be great. I know I'm excited for this greatness.
Another thing ...I'm so obssessed with music these days it just doesn't make sense.
I'm a dork. Deal.
Peace&Love
So it's been a few days since I have posted ...sorry :\ work has me busy and tired all the time that I don't really wanna post afterward. I usually nap. Cause that is how I roll ;D.
Anyways!! I went to our staff soccer game last night. New staff vs Old Staff. Guess who OWNED the Old Staff?! That's right!! New Staff repreSENT!! I am very proud of my little newbies :) it was an exciting game actually. The final score was 7-5 :PP
On another note, I am begginning to really enjoy this New Camp. It's tons of fun and the people there are great :) I have one more week then I'm on VACATIOOOONN it'll be great. I know I'm excited for this greatness.
Another thing ...I'm so obssessed with music these days it just doesn't make sense.
I'm a dork. Deal.
Peace&Love
Friday, July 16, 2010
warning...
hey guys
so I decided to break my blog silence (after 2 days. Aren't I the strong one.) To be honest, my fingers have been itching to type. To tell you all everything that's happened. But today ...something big happened and it's killing me. I need to get it off my chest so I can move on. Basically, I got my first written warning at work. To be honest ...I kinda find that they didn't really get my side of the story about things. I didn't really think it would be a good idea to argue or "plead my case". I was also on the verge of tears. So yes. Today sort of sucked.
But what I wanted to say earlier this week was ...I don't feel welcome with this switch. I kind of feel like the outsider. I think I've been a bad councilor cause of it. I know like no one. I've never worked with these people except for Baseball Nerd and you know ...that doesn't count. and the kids? I don't know the kids. I feel like I'm never doing anything right. One kids a faker so when I give him sympathy, I get crap cause I didn't know. Fun right?
Basically, this week has been sort of depressing. I guess I can just prove to everyone next week that I don't care and I'm going to be the best councilor there.
Peace&Love
so I decided to break my blog silence (after 2 days. Aren't I the strong one.) To be honest, my fingers have been itching to type. To tell you all everything that's happened. But today ...something big happened and it's killing me. I need to get it off my chest so I can move on. Basically, I got my first written warning at work. To be honest ...I kinda find that they didn't really get my side of the story about things. I didn't really think it would be a good idea to argue or "plead my case". I was also on the verge of tears. So yes. Today sort of sucked.
But what I wanted to say earlier this week was ...I don't feel welcome with this switch. I kind of feel like the outsider. I think I've been a bad councilor cause of it. I know like no one. I've never worked with these people except for Baseball Nerd and you know ...that doesn't count. and the kids? I don't know the kids. I feel like I'm never doing anything right. One kids a faker so when I give him sympathy, I get crap cause I didn't know. Fun right?
Basically, this week has been sort of depressing. I guess I can just prove to everyone next week that I don't care and I'm going to be the best councilor there.
Peace&Love
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
qutting ...
hello minions.
I don't really want to blog anymore. Apparently I complain a lot. Originally, I had planned on talking about my week so far at my new camp. But that will not be happening. I kind of just ..lost my motivation. I mean, I am who I am but apparently that isn't good enough for my "friends". I wont be blogging for a while. See how I warned you this time? I guess I'll be back whenever. I don't know when that is. I don't know if I will be back. I just don't know anymore.
I'm not quitting. Not really. I just kinda ...don't want to get crap from the people I care about most cause I've been getting a lot of that lately. And I can't take it anymore. The people whose opinions I value the most are hurting me because I'm not turning out how they wanted me to. It sucks when you count on people and they let you down. It's sort of ....sad I guess. I mean, I count on my friends and they just ...do this. I can't really get into it here. I just wanted to say bye before I disappear from the blogging world ...
Peace&Love, I love you guys.
I don't really want to blog anymore. Apparently I complain a lot. Originally, I had planned on talking about my week so far at my new camp. But that will not be happening. I kind of just ..lost my motivation. I mean, I am who I am but apparently that isn't good enough for my "friends". I wont be blogging for a while. See how I warned you this time? I guess I'll be back whenever. I don't know when that is. I don't know if I will be back. I just don't know anymore.
I'm not quitting. Not really. I just kinda ...don't want to get crap from the people I care about most cause I've been getting a lot of that lately. And I can't take it anymore. The people whose opinions I value the most are hurting me because I'm not turning out how they wanted me to. It sucks when you count on people and they let you down. It's sort of ....sad I guess. I mean, I count on my friends and they just ...do this. I can't really get into it here. I just wanted to say bye before I disappear from the blogging world ...
Peace&Love, I love you guys.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Greetings minions!!
So I woke up to a rather odd text message this morning from BP. He was being awfully nice to me and now I am completely confused and not too sure where I stand with him. Are we or are we not friends? So as I'm in bed staring at my phone with the look of a total moron on my face, I decided to reply. After about a couple messages I got the guts to ask what was up. Especially after the phone call yesterday, all he did was insult me and made me cry at the Jean-Coutu, I was really wondering why the hell he was being so damn nice to me. Apparently he's trying to stop the fighting. Now we all know by now I'm kind of a pessimist, so this nice-ness will not last. I know it. I always do. I mean, not to be mean or anything but he's always on my back about SOMETHING you know? Nothing I ever do is good enough.
On another note, I got addicted to making these like rope bracelets. It's soo much fun. I swear by the end of the summer I'll have like a bunch on my wrist and ankles. :PP Most of you probably think "Ew dude. Be a girl and wear real bracelets." But you know what, only the best tandem in the world COCONUT would understand. :P She went to convocation with a bunch on her wrist. Teehee!!
Today is my dad's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!! We are going to my aunts house and I will be seeing My Almost Cousin and my real cousins and it will be just so much funnzz :) I actually like adore that side of my family. Like I feel excited to see them. Usually when my mom anounces we will be seeing family today, I die a little on the inside. But when I see my aunt S ...Well then that's another story!! The only thing that is irksome is that I am up. On a sunday. At 10:30. It's like absolutely ick.
Peace&Love :)
So I woke up to a rather odd text message this morning from BP. He was being awfully nice to me and now I am completely confused and not too sure where I stand with him. Are we or are we not friends? So as I'm in bed staring at my phone with the look of a total moron on my face, I decided to reply. After about a couple messages I got the guts to ask what was up. Especially after the phone call yesterday, all he did was insult me and made me cry at the Jean-Coutu, I was really wondering why the hell he was being so damn nice to me. Apparently he's trying to stop the fighting. Now we all know by now I'm kind of a pessimist, so this nice-ness will not last. I know it. I always do. I mean, not to be mean or anything but he's always on my back about SOMETHING you know? Nothing I ever do is good enough.
On another note, I got addicted to making these like rope bracelets. It's soo much fun. I swear by the end of the summer I'll have like a bunch on my wrist and ankles. :PP Most of you probably think "Ew dude. Be a girl and wear real bracelets." But you know what, only the best tandem in the world COCONUT would understand. :P She went to convocation with a bunch on her wrist. Teehee!!
Today is my dad's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!! We are going to my aunts house and I will be seeing My Almost Cousin and my real cousins and it will be just so much funnzz :) I actually like adore that side of my family. Like I feel excited to see them. Usually when my mom anounces we will be seeing family today, I die a little on the inside. But when I see my aunt S ...Well then that's another story!! The only thing that is irksome is that I am up. On a sunday. At 10:30. It's like absolutely ick.
Peace&Love :)
Friday, July 9, 2010
Drama drama drama!/camp update!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Hey minions!!
So after a FULL legit week of work, I can honestly say I am dead tired. I actually ended up working about 9-10 hour shifts wednesday, thursday and friday so it was quite long. Often enough, the kids didn't really listen to me. We went to the RECREATECH on wednesday. Longest. Day. Ever. I'm not even joking. But now it is the weekend I get to sleep in and relax (while my fellow councilors are all camping and getting dead tired) before my lovely week at a new camp(got switched) at ACTIVE CAMP WOO!! I will be with the older kids so it shall be interesting!! I think .. :)) only downside is I have no idea how I will be getting there. I might rollerblade since it isn't that far. A little, but it isn't so bad.
I started a contemporary class at my dance studio recently...it's not easy but I love it!! I kinda hurt my ankle though. I've had to wrap it everyday this week!! Gah!! And I am being questioned everyday because of it. Oh well, I'll live.
On another note, I miss my bffl :(( I haven't seen her since I've started with these mad crazy hours!! And this week my hours are almost the same so yeah, it'll be interesting. :\ I miss her very much and I'm trying to figure out when I can see her!! This weekend I'm mad busy since it's my dad's b-day so Iunno what to do!! I'm only part time monday and tuesday next week ... D: OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! What shall I do !?
SO do you guys remember when I said drama was over? It's back. Apparently I'm acting like a @#!*% . But I'm not, I never act like this blablabla. I'm sorry, but I haven't changed? I didn't do @#!*% all wrong? And now I'm getting crap and he won't leave me alone. It's like ...why does he feel the need to pick fights with me?! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AND HE'S GETTING MAD AT ME!! I don't @#!*% get it. Yeah, I swore. Which I rarely do (here)but you know what? I just don't care right now. It's like, he keeps making these like "threats". Things such as "When you act like this, I don't want to talk to you or chill with you." It's like, oh okay uhm so basically, Dancin'ThruLife change your attitude or else I ditch you as a friend. Oh yeah. REEEAAAAL mature pal. Urg. And then making all these effing assumptions?! I talk about his behind his back!? Trash talk him?! YEAH RIGHT. What so he hears it from ONE PERSON and automatically assumes it's true!?
Eff this.
Peace&Love
P.S. Notice how I didn't mention "his" name. "He" doesn't like me using his name. Even if it's not "his" real name. Cause apparently, "he" has the right to tell me what to write on my blog. I think I'll just name "him" Bipolar. Cause "he" always changes "his" mind. So from now on, when I mention "him", it's Bipolar.
So after a FULL legit week of work, I can honestly say I am dead tired. I actually ended up working about 9-10 hour shifts wednesday, thursday and friday so it was quite long. Often enough, the kids didn't really listen to me. We went to the RECREATECH on wednesday. Longest. Day. Ever. I'm not even joking. But now it is the weekend I get to sleep in and relax (while my fellow councilors are all camping and getting dead tired) before my lovely week at a new camp(got switched) at ACTIVE CAMP WOO!! I will be with the older kids so it shall be interesting!! I think .. :)) only downside is I have no idea how I will be getting there. I might rollerblade since it isn't that far. A little, but it isn't so bad.
I started a contemporary class at my dance studio recently...it's not easy but I love it!! I kinda hurt my ankle though. I've had to wrap it everyday this week!! Gah!! And I am being questioned everyday because of it. Oh well, I'll live.
On another note, I miss my bffl :(( I haven't seen her since I've started with these mad crazy hours!! And this week my hours are almost the same so yeah, it'll be interesting. :\ I miss her very much and I'm trying to figure out when I can see her!! This weekend I'm mad busy since it's my dad's b-day so Iunno what to do!! I'm only part time monday and tuesday next week ... D: OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! What shall I do !?
SO do you guys remember when I said drama was over? It's back. Apparently I'm acting like a @#!*% . But I'm not, I never act like this blablabla. I'm sorry, but I haven't changed? I didn't do @#!*% all wrong? And now I'm getting crap and he won't leave me alone. It's like ...why does he feel the need to pick fights with me?! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AND HE'S GETTING MAD AT ME!! I don't @#!*% get it. Yeah, I swore. Which I rarely do (here)but you know what? I just don't care right now. It's like, he keeps making these like "threats". Things such as "When you act like this, I don't want to talk to you or chill with you." It's like, oh okay uhm so basically, Dancin'ThruLife change your attitude or else I ditch you as a friend. Oh yeah. REEEAAAAL mature pal. Urg. And then making all these effing assumptions?! I talk about his behind his back!? Trash talk him?! YEAH RIGHT. What so he hears it from ONE PERSON and automatically assumes it's true!?
Eff this.
Peace&Love
P.S. Notice how I didn't mention "his" name. "He" doesn't like me using his name. Even if it's not "his" real name. Cause apparently, "he" has the right to tell me what to write on my blog. I think I'll just name "him" Bipolar. Cause "he" always changes "his" mind. So from now on, when I mention "him", it's Bipolar.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
TWIN :D
I seem to have gotten a moskito bite. I don't know where the hell it came from but it's on my leg and bothering me to a great extent at the moment.
Anyways. I don't know if I've ever told you guys but at formation I discovered my long lost Twin ;D Basically what happened was we were talking (we went to the same school and we were discussing student council and such) and Rainbow walks up to us and asks if we are sibs. Twin says we are. We are twins in fact. We then later found out we have THE SAME BIRTHDAY. Weird is it not? And we happen to be quite alike :P Long story short/reason why I brought this up, I am seeing Twin Wednesday on our camp outing with the kids and we decided to wear a pink or green bandanna on our arms to display our Twin-ness. How cool is that?! Yeah. Thought so. ;D
Peace&Love
Anyways. I don't know if I've ever told you guys but at formation I discovered my long lost Twin ;D Basically what happened was we were talking (we went to the same school and we were discussing student council and such) and Rainbow walks up to us and asks if we are sibs. Twin says we are. We are twins in fact. We then later found out we have THE SAME BIRTHDAY. Weird is it not? And we happen to be quite alike :P Long story short/reason why I brought this up, I am seeing Twin Wednesday on our camp outing with the kids and we decided to wear a pink or green bandanna on our arms to display our Twin-ness. How cool is that?! Yeah. Thought so. ;D
Peace&Love
Just stuff.
Hey minions!!
So I haven't blogged in a couple days ...I haven't done so since work has absolutely exhausted me. But watever. I still love my job. Wednesday we went to Alice In Wonderland. It's like Santa Claus's Village except not. So I went on these spinning apple thingies cause a couple kids wanted me to and I ended up getting really really sick ...It was Not Fun. Needless to say the rest of my day sorta didn't go so great. I'm glad I had Thursday off though to recuperate.
It's finally Saturday. I've been waiting for this day all week and yet ...I can't wait to go back to work. My mom and I fought. And now she's giving me the silent treatment. Lovely. I did not know we were back in KINDERGARTEN. Urg. It drives me absolutely INSANE because you know what?! For ONCE in my @#!*% life I had the courage to tell her exactly how I felt and she just got all mad and stuff.
On another note, I am fairly certain that drama is over between "him" and I. But you never know with me. Being the insufferable @#!*% I am right?
Peace&Love
So I haven't blogged in a couple days ...I haven't done so since work has absolutely exhausted me. But watever. I still love my job. Wednesday we went to Alice In Wonderland. It's like Santa Claus's Village except not. So I went on these spinning apple thingies cause a couple kids wanted me to and I ended up getting really really sick ...It was Not Fun. Needless to say the rest of my day sorta didn't go so great. I'm glad I had Thursday off though to recuperate.
It's finally Saturday. I've been waiting for this day all week and yet ...I can't wait to go back to work. My mom and I fought. And now she's giving me the silent treatment. Lovely. I did not know we were back in KINDERGARTEN. Urg. It drives me absolutely INSANE because you know what?! For ONCE in my @#!*% life I had the courage to tell her exactly how I felt and she just got all mad and stuff.
On another note, I am fairly certain that drama is over between "him" and I. But you never know with me. Being the insufferable @#!*% I am right?
Peace&Love
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